One of the most touching moments for me, a moment when I thought the top of my head might float away as butterflies flew out of my brain, was during one of the commercial breaks after Obama was named the winner and before he came out to talk to us.
There were music interludes ("(Your Love Keeps Lifting Me) Higher and Higher" was a highlight), and mike checks ("check, check, final sound check for the next President of the United States"). There was the Benediction and the National Anthem. I felt so happy, and so did everyone else.
But then the announcer came on and said, "Ladies and gentleman, please join in reciting the Pledge of Allegiance." And we all just stood there, facing giant flags on the stage, hands over our hearts, and spoke in flat unison:
I pledge allegiance,
to the flag,
of the United States of America.
And to the republic,
for which it stands,
with liberty and justice for all.
And eight years of frustration were over. Of George Bush and his asshole friends owning patriotism. Of losing elections. Of listening to piece of shit commentators talk about tangential figures while trying to sink our man.
And this was our President, and we won this election, and now he was in charge of the executive branch of the nation's government. And we were patriotic Americans who loved our country.
This week that all came back to me. An Al-Qaida double-agent – a blogger who wrote often for Web sites where people get really excited about killing Americans – killed seven CIA officers in Afghanistan. This was a forward operations base full of high-level people. It was a major tactical victory for enemies of this nation. Whatever you think about the CIA or the war in Afghanistan, it's pretty non-controversial to say that it's better if Americans aren't killed by terrorist assholes.
So at times like this I wonder if I should stop everything I'm doing and turn my time & efforts to activities that will directly lead to the death of people who want to kill us. It really makes me wonder about my priorities and appreciate the people who are paid to look out for us. They make mistakes, and have a pretty long history of dastardly, wacky shit, but I appreciate them today, right now, in this moment.
So while I ponder my future possible anti-terrorism activities, I want to give my fondest wishes to the workers of the Central Intelligence Agency and their boss, President Barack Obama. I hope that they recover from their mistakes, find everyone who helped plan this attack, and kill all of them. I think that would be awesome.